Friday, November 7, 2008

Double Grrr

Oh, why, oh how, oh WHY has my life suddenly spiraled out of my control?

I'm furious at a new person today, a condescending idiot who has assumed that I know nothing about my job. I need to work with him, and (although it pains me to admit it) I did do something wrong, so I had to listen politely to his insufferable smug superiority.

And of course since it's Friday afternoon, there wasn't anyone around so I couldn't get the permission I so badly needed to straighten out the mess. It's like fighting with goo. Sticky, gloppy, frustrating goo, that gets all over you and never lets you go.

The person I was angry at before was just plain insulting to me, and I had to get over that guy, too. And I didn't do anything wrong there.

I don't know exactly what I'm supposed to do about that. I feel like it's all my fault for being a doormat and not standing up for myself. But am I a doormat?

I don't know. Oh, well, I suppose someday it will be good fodder for a book. I hope someday comes soon.